I’d like a moment to hide.
But it is too yellow,
The label on my ear.
I am too fat so that
I can only close my eyes and hope nobody in hell would see me.
‘You coward, go here and die,’ insult him.
I’d like to run but I’m chained,
And if I were able to, someone will track me and drag me and kill me and torture me and hurt my kid and scale me and sllice me
‘You tard, who in the fuck you think you are,’ as he beat my bones.
And so I roll on my floor
And I know that seeing sun is such a luxury,
And I’ve been impregnated too many many time.
I’m just here being down in the slightest hope maybe I’ll remember my sons or daughters for a second
But my knee is what in my head for this second,
My holes and cheast is too much aching that I shed a tear,
‘You cow,’ insult him again, ‘Gonna go and hit you with all my palm, right before you die.’
I simply feel amazed that it’s been almost a year that I went vegan. I’m amazed that it feels just like yesterday, and the fact that it was so easy amazed me. I remember I used to call my friend asking what on earth I will even eat, what if I die, what if I can let go of fucking chocolate. Funnily I eat, I live, and I eat fucking chocolate also. But what amazed me more is how many people tease me and think I’m eating a full cup of politic, I was eating doctrine as I choose to be vegan. The mock me, but I know the state we are living in, and Im happy in mind (and mouth also) that I’m vegan. What a thrilling year!